Saturday, February 26, 2022

Hindi ko na alam

Sobrang sama lang ng loob ko. 

Sobrang hindi ko macontrol ang init ng ulo ko ngayon. 

Palala ng palala ang nararamdaman ko. 

Medyo nakakatakot na rin sa totoo lang. 

Ayaw kong kumausap ng kahit sino. 

Gusto ko na lang umalis at manahimik muna. 

Ayaw ko na ng pagiging alipin ng hospital. 

Hindi ka bayad pero pinapagbayad ka. 



Friday, February 25, 2022

Disshaveled

What's going on? 

It feels like I'm just pushing on with no soul left in me. I feel like all my energy has been disintegrated and Im just doing this because I have to and not because I want to. 

Maybe it's just burn out? 

Maybe I'm just spread too thin. 

I don't know.